리셋

세면대 에 놓아두고 아침에 샤워할때마다 화장실 전체를 울림통으로 음악을 틀어놓는 블루투스 스피커가 갑자기 제대로 동작하지 않았다. 아침에 그렇지 않아도 바쁜데 이런게 속을 썩이면 대책이 없다. 아이폰의 블루투스를 껏다켯다 , 스피커의 블루투스 스위치의 세팅을 바꿔보기도 하고 , 이런저런 해볼수 있는건 다 해봤지만 먹통구리.

회사에서 컴퓨터나 웍스테이션이 가끔 이유도 모르게 반응을 안할때가 있다 . 이것저것 해보다 옆의 동료나 뭔가 알것같은 젊은 긱들에게 도움을 요청해보기 하고 MIS 담당자를 찾아보기도 해서 해결하기도 하지만 , 유독 그런 시도없이 컴퓨터를 껏다켜보라는 고정댓글 을 주곤하는 사람이 있다. 어렸을때 집에 있던 미제 흑백 테레비 처럼 티비통을 이지저리 텅텅 때려주면 정신을 차리는 아득한 옛날을 구지 떠올리지 않더라도 속터지는 소리라고 속으로 생각하면서도 마지막 시도라고 그냥 해보는 척 , 웬걸 껏다키면 언제그랬냐는듯 멀쩡해지는 경우 , 바로 며칠전 일이다.

월레스 그로밋 최근 시리즈가 넷플릭스에 올라왔다 . 잘만든 영화는 첨부터 뭔가 묘하게 매혹하는것들이 있다 . 그런게 하나 , 둘씩 예상치 않게 오버랩되는 영화들은 많지 않지만 , 이 영화가 바로 그 전형이다 . 로봇이 아니라 노봇이고 , 로밍이 아니라 노밍인데 , 노봇의 액션이 너무 귀엽다고 할까 ,사실은 요정 할아버지 인데. Neat & Tidy ! , No job is too small ! 대사도 맘에 들지만 노봇의 액션또한 영화스런 제스쳐의 매력이 있다. 원래 이런 스톱모션 영화를 좋아하기도 하지만 , 월레스 그로밋 시리즈는 모두 열번이상씩은 봤음직하다. 전자바지 이후에 등장하는 펭귄도 등장하고 , 무엇보다 노봇이 활약하는 복수의 날개 . 벌써 세번 정도는 봤다. 노봇이 펭귄의 음모로 세팅이 악마로 바뀌면서 진행되는 이야기는 뜻하지 않은 충격 리셋 모드로 들어가면서 원래의 노봇으로 돌아오면서 클라이 막스로 간다.

오늘 아침에 샤워실 , 여전히 블루투스 스피커는 지지지… 음악은 안나오고 . 또 이것저것 만지작 샤워물은 틀어놔서 여유는 없는데 . 그래 껏다 키자 . 스위치는 없어서 , 전기 플러그를 뽑았다 새로 꼽았다. 따단 ~ ( 노봇의 레퍼토리) 스피커는 무슨일이 있었냐는듯 , 마리아 여사의 쇼팽 피아노 협주곡 1번을 연주하고 있었다.

내 인생의 구간 리셋 버튼이 있다면.

오후 한시반

당뇨전단계를 진단 받은지도 한 이년은 된것 같다. 밥을 먹고 움직이지 않으면 마테호른 처럼 치솟는 혈당 때문에 무조건 밖으로 나가야한다. 회사주변에 수천공원과 세흥 방초창(야구장) 이 없었으면 수명이 몇년은 단축됐을거다. 비가오나 바람이 부나 걷는 이길은 오늘같이 햇살 가득하고 한가한 오후라면 천국이라고 해도 좋을듯한 충만한 기운을 북돋워 준다

Lunar New Year 2025

달력 날짜로는 1/29 일이지만 , 음력으로는 새해 가 시작됐다. 새해로 들어서기 30여분전 부터 밖에서는 폭죽소리가 요란한데 , 요새는 옛날처럼 그렇게 천지개벽하듯 여기저기서 폭죽을 터트리지는 않는것 같다 , 한동안 폭죽사고도 많았고 그래서인지 , 주택가 에서는 공공연히 폭죽을 터트리지는 않는것인지. 구정때의 풍경은 대만에 처음 왔을때와도 사뭇 달라진것들이 많다. 상점이나 영업하는곳들이 한 삼사일은 무조건 문을 닫고 아무것도 할수없었는데, 지금은 해의 마지막 저녁만 모두 쉬고 , 새해 아침부터는 정상적으로 모든것이 움직이는것 같고 , 갈수록 현대인의 생활패턴위주로 바뀌어나가는 모양새다.

햇수로 따지면 25년을 대만에서 살고 있으니 , 이 새해의 풍경도 스물다섯번째 인데 , 길에 다니는사람도 드물고 , 도시에 시끄럽던 풍경들이 나만두고 모두 사라져버린 , 영화속에서 나올법한 비쥬얼이 이제는 어느덧 익숙해져버린 이방인 이라고 하기에도 애매한 처지라고해도 돼겠다. 이즈음은 호주 정착 시나리오로 머릿속이 꽉차있지만. 이곳은 앞으로 몇년만 더 지나면 , 내인생의 메인을 차지한 마더 컨츄리라고 해도 이상하지 않을 제2의 고향이 되어버린것이다.

한나라에서 30년씩 살자고 하는 야무진 , 어떻게 보면 흥미로운 계획이지만 , 앞으로 5년이 지나서 , 모든것이 잘맞아들어가서 , 나머지 30년의 생활을 시드니에서 이곳에서 보낸 시간처럼 , 제3의 인생을 맞을수 있을것인지는 . 이곳에 올때 , 아무런 계획과 구상 없이 부딪혀서 흘러온 시간이 고맙게도 운이 좋아서 여기까지 무사히 오게 된것이어서 , 막상 이제는 새로운곳으로의 이주 계획이 , 어느날은 장미빛 상상으로 잠못이루고 , 어떤날은 생각지도 못했던 걱정과 근심으로 시간을 보내는 , 예전과는 다른 페이즈의 시간을 지나고 있다.

지금까지 지내온건 하나님의 은혜인것이고 , 앞으로의 일도 내가 계획하고 준비한다고는 하지만 이 역시 내가 할수있는건 작은 부분이고 , 그 나머지 구할이 주의 예비하심이리라.

Fresh doubts about China’s ability to invade Taiwan

SINCE TAKING power in 2012, Xi Jinping has worked to purge corruption from the ranks of China’s armed forces. The country’s ability to fight and win wars depends on this effort, he has said. But even Mr Xi’s protégés, appointed to restore order, seem to be part of the rot. The latest sign came on November 28th, when the defence ministry announced that Admiral Miao Hua, one of China’s most senior officers (pictured, in white), had been suspended pending investigation for “serious violations of discipline”, often a euphemism for corruption. Ostracism or imprisonment will probably follow.

The news came just after reports that Admiral Dong Jun, the defence minister (a more junior position in China), was also under investigation. The ministry denied the claim as “sheer fabrication” and later noted that Admiral Dong had met foreign officials in Shanghai on December 5th. Rumours suggest other senior officers are under scrutiny. Defence-industry figures also seem to have disappeared.

The turmoil in China’s high command reinforces a belief among several senior American officials that China will not be ready to invade Taiwan in this decade, as some had feared. That is not to say that China will stop using military force to coerce and intimidate neighbours. On November 29th it sent a nuclear-capable H-6N bomber for the first time on a joint patrol with Russian aircraft over the Sea of Japan. Later this week it may launch another large military exercise around Taiwan, in a show of displeasure at America’s decision to allow the self-governing island’s president, Lai Ching-te, to stop in Hawaii and Guam during a tour of the Pacific.

Mr Xi has long resorted to purges to consolidate his grip on the People’s Liberation Army (PLA), and other levers of power, promising to go after all ranks—“tigers and flies” alike. Admiral Miao is a tiger, one of only six members of the Central Military Commission (CMC), China’s supreme military body, headed by Mr Xi himself.

The admiral may not be quite as large a beast as Generals Xu Caihou and Guo Boxiong, both former vice-chairmen of the CMC, who were arrested for bribery in 2014 and 2015. The former died of cancer; the latter was sentenced to life in prison. But Admiral Miao’s suspected wrongdoing may be felt more keenly by Mr Xi.

The admiral rose through the ranks in Fujian province where Mr Xi also served. Under Mr Xi’s leadership, his ascent included an unusual move from the army to serve as the navy’s political commissar in 2014, a promotion to admiral in 2015 and elevation to the CMC in 2017, taking charge of the Political Work Department. This is the Communist Party’s ideological-enforcement arm. It oversees military personnel, promotions and the political commissars who shadow operational commanders in most units, ensuring the party’s “absolute leadership” over the armed forces.

Those associated with Admiral Miao will, inevitably, come under scrutiny. That may explain the rumours surrounding Admiral Dong. If he is removed he would become the third successive defence minister—and yet another Xi appointee—to be disgraced. The purge of Mr Xi’s favourites may suggest he is poor at choosing officers (though able to admit to mistakes). Or it may be a sign that corruption is so endemic that no senior officer is unblemished.

The cause of Admiral Miao’s downfall may never be revealed. PLA-watchers propose different interpretations. A narrow one, offered by Lonnie Henley of the Foreign Policy Research Institute in America, is that given his position Admiral Miao may have been caught in a “pay to play” scheme, where officers bribe superiors to obtain promotion. A broader thesis, set out by Andrew Erickson and Christopher Sharman of the US Naval War College, is that the anti-corruption campaign has moved from the PLA’s rocket force to the navy. If so, two of the most important components of the PLA’s modernisation have become engulfed in scandal, after last year’s purge of several rocket-force commanders.

Corruption, says Mr Erickson, “is not a bug, it’s an enduring feature of a system in which the Communist Party is inherently above the law”. The PLA’s expansion has created many opportunities for bribe-taking. In the past Mr Xi has blamed its failings on Westernised thinking and a lack of combat experience, but he may not have appreciated how far the rot had spread.

Mr Henley admits it is difficult to assess whether dishonesty merely raises the cost of running the PLA or causes more lasting damage by saddling it with underqualified officers and shoddy kit. Bloomberg, a news agency, reported in January on American intelligence assessments about Chinese missiles being filled with water and silos being fitted with doors that did not open properly. In September satellite imagery suggested a new submarine had sunk while under construction.

China aims to become a “world-class” military power by 2049. But Mr Xi has ordered the PLA to be ready to invade Taiwan by 2027, says the CIA. American military officials have long worried about a “window of vulnerability” in the second half of this decade, before new American bombers, subs and other weapons enter into service in substantial numbers in the 2030s.

In recent weeks, however, senior American military and government officials, speaking in off-the-record forums, have sounded sanguine. They suggest the disruption in the PLA’s upper ranks is evidence that Mr Xi does not yet have confidence in its ability to take Taiwan quickly and at acceptable cost. Other recent factors may give him pause, too. Among them are Russia’s failure to swiftly overrun Ukraine, Taiwan’s shift to a more defensive asymmetric military policy and America’s deepening military alliances in Asia. Above all, China’s economic woes and social discontent mean that Mr Xi is turning inward and wants stability abroad.

“The period of greatest danger has probably been pushed out for several years as Xi Jinping addresses the loyalty in his military and the corruption problems,” says Bonnie Glaser of the German Marshall Fund, a think-tank in Washington.

Such views are not universally shared, in or out of government, not least because Donald Trump’s return to power raises uncertainty about America’s alliances. Mr Erickson notes that past corruption scandals have not stopped China’s relentless military growth. “Politicised corruption investigations impact and impose costs on China’s military to the extent that some dirty laundry occasionally emerges—but are fundamentally a speed bump, not a showstopper,” he says. “Xi has his foot firmly on the accelerator and a full tank of gas.”

Australia is probably headed for a minority government in 2025

If Australians made one thing clear at the most recent federal election in 2022, it was that they were fed up with the major parties. The conservative Liberal Party, which had been in power for nine years in coalition with the smaller National party, suffered the worst result in its history. But because the Liberals lost eight seats to Greens and green-minded independent candidates (known as “Teals”), the left-leaning Labor Party, the main opposition, edged into power only narrowly. Less than a third of voters backed Labor.

Australians are just as glum about their next election, which is expected by May 2025 and could be sooner. It will pit the Labor prime minister, Anthony Albanese, against Peter Dutton, from the right wing of the Liberal Party. Conservatives regard “Albo” as weak; progressives see Mr Dutton as nasty. Both are unpopular with voters. Analysts reckon that Australians will end up with a minority government, possibly led by Labor with the support of Greens, Teals and independents.

Part of the problem is that Labor’s record is thin. In 2022 it ended years of paralysis over Australia’s climate policy, passing a law that imposed legally binding targets to reduce emissions. In foreign policy, it has managed to patch up Australia’s trading relationship with China, while countering China’s growing influence in the Pacific. Yet much of its term was consumed by a botched campaign for a “Voice to Parliament”, an advisory body to represent the views of indigenous communities. Australians voted against the idea at a referendum in 2023. What lingered was a feeling that the government was out of touch on what voters cared most about: the economy.

That is what will dominate the coming election. Inflation has proved hard to tame, and high interest rates have hurt indebted homeowners. Australians are also angry about a worsening housing crisis. 

The Liberals ought to be able to capitalise on those frustrations. But the party has alienated many of its traditional voters by veering hard to the right on issues such as climate change. It lost almost all its urban seats in 2022 and may struggle to form a government without winning back support from educated urbanites, especially women.

Memories of the last hung parliament, in 2010-13, still cause pain. Julia Gillard, Labor’s then prime minister, was pressed by the Greens to introduce a carbon price. The policy worked, but the Liberals labelled it “a great big tax on everything” and Labor was trounced at the next election. No one likes a hung parliament, but a fragmented, frustrated electorate means there may be no escaping it.